The Tree
You
have no heart, save wood, yet I am envious of thee, yonder tree.
You
stand silently in your place as you were made to stand,
rooted
in eternity.
There
is a perfect form but your deviation from the norm
at
the frivolous hand of the restless elements
has
only enhanced your beauty; for you can do no wrong.
Though
twisted, you are still a tree, as anyone can see.
I,
embattled and embittered, bearing the scars of a ravaged spirit
purposely beset
and
dragging, as it were, the shackles of an unprofitable creativity,
tolerate
the scornful looks of a population who have no sympathy for my pain,
who
see no point to my inventions;
who
deny me entry into their ‘sacred world of man’.
I
curse that world, where hearts have nothing to do with roots
and
where soil is something kept in a wallet.
I
am fruit of a seed fallen into a vertical world,
trapped
within the barren womb of a rocky fissure,
grasping
at every hint of a wind that happens to tarry,
hoping
to wrench myself from this meager existence
for
the one chance that maybe, where the wind takes me,
there
might be something better.
Maybe
there I will fit in.
By Duane Huddleston
© 2004